Six Feet Under

it was this morning, the funeral. sorry Ashlei, that i cant attend the funeral. supposed to attend but i failed. i dont know why i got this strong feeling that i must attend. i was so stress figuring out ways to attend. almost took a day off from work, almost tried to offer money for someone, or anyone just to bring me there. but everything just didnt work.

i wonder why.

maybe it was just my weakness playing with my mind, i cared too much. but then is it wrong for someone to care of his/her friends? certainly not.

take care Ashlei, i know you can do it, you are one strong milky cow =)